Tuesday, April 15, 2008

THIRD

"ALL Dogs Go to Heaven..."

Today, my heart seems to be broken into thousand pieces. I have just lost a companion, a protector and a friend. For the last eleven years Gino has lived with our family. I could just remember how happy and excited I was when he arrived in our home that cute eyes that seems to always say hug me. Even though I am allergic to his fur, I would let him sleep in my room. I really don't mind sneezing a lot in the morning. When I leave home for school I would pat him on his head and rub our noses together. I would always tell him "Gino Kiss Ate.." and immediately he would lick my hand or touch my cheeks with his nose. He was a sweet dog, a faithful companion... he was like a brother I never had. How I wish I could have been there during your final hours but I know you are no longer in pain now. My heart is filled with tears but I am just thankful that for all those years you have filled it with so much joy. You will always have a special place in my heart... I know someday we'll see each other again...

Monday, April 14, 2008

SECOND


Even though how much we plan our lives something always comes up sometimes a little diversion from what we've plan or something far-out from what we've envisioned our life to be. I'm not saying that we stop planning or making a goal for ourselves... It is important that we have a goal at least we know where we're heading but along the way we are always faced with a choice. A decision that will define what we will become in the future.

For the past few months living on my own has given me enough time to think about myself, about life, about friendship, about family... and about love. Life as we all know is a mystery... Although how much we try to explain its mystery we always end up going deeper into the abyss... we are left with more questions unanswered, more things to discover, and we sink further into confusion.

Haay life!? me? I am always confused, sometimes bored, and most of the hopeful... hopeful that life will turn out well for me.... but you know, i also find life so amazing because of its little surprises, unexpected events, cherished moments and the unforgettable adventures. Life is so lame, but you know what makes it worth living and amazing at the same time? It is the people that we're with. They are the ones who gives us purpose in our puny existence in this universe.

Come to think of it, In this life we were born then we die we already know the cycle but it is the journey in between that matters... finding a true friend who will share the saddest and happiest moment of your life, achieving a life long dream, Meeting someone whom we will spend the rest of our lives with, becoming a mother, mourning for a loved one, embarking on the adventure of a lifetime, finding your purpose... living life....

SO Slow...



It's funny how I always have delayed reaction when it has something to do with work especially with instructions and other stuff while how fast I can easily get a joke, very contradicting isn't it... That's the reason why I am sometimes tagged as slooowww. There's more than meets the eye you know... I am a smart-ass pretending to be dumb. Well, I don't really act dumb with my boss of course. It's always the best foot forward with him but with everybody else it's the other way around. Weird though, hehehe.

FIRST

I'm just so excited to post my first blog. It really took me so long to find a blog name that would best describe my personality. I am not that creative but well this blog name surely works for me.